Thursday, June 3, 2010

Obedient and Pray

Incident

I still remember last year around March, April one night I was in restaurant having my dinner with my friend. (At that time, I still baby Christian I was receives Christ 1 month plus only.) While we are waiting for our food, I was playing with my hand phone and suddenly GOD ask me to show care to one of my friend. I was shock and I don’t how because I have already long time didn’t connect with this friend.

The reason is she hurt me a lot, I’m been hurt because of betray and I lose one of the important friend in my life because of her. At that moment I didn’t think a lot I just sent a caring message to her. And that’s all. I didn’t really care about next. As long as GOD ask me to do and I obey that’s all.

First time meet up

Around 2 weeks after GOD ask me to reach out to her, I honesty tell GOD I can’t. I haven forgive her yet at that time, and I’m really can’t. But I obey GOD, I meet up with her, and end up I been hurt again. I seen do not know what I can do, just feel bad. After few months, GOD asks me again to reach out to her. I really struggle with GOD.

The reason is at that time my spiritual was not stable, I was facing terrible problem in my new condominium and so on. However, the big problem is I really don’t know how to face her, while I look at her I will remember how she hurt me.

Second time meet up

But I choose to Obey GOD. Before I meet her, I pray to GOD and invite GOD come to guild me. Because the first time I didn’t know I need to invite GOD, this is one of the lessons GOD give me to depend on HIM. So I ask her come out again second time. (Around August, September) Thanks GOD, even we didn’t have a lot of conversation and so on, but at lease she didn’t hurt me. I start have confident to follow up her. However next few months she was and can’t meet up, well is good for me because I have more time to prepare my heart.

Lost and back in GOD

I still remember last year from July until November my spiritual actually quiet unstable and dry. The most reason is I didn’t believe GOD can lead me to better situation and I was depending in my strength. I always complain to GOD about my situation and so on. However, GOD didn’t give up me HE give me a big task in my life which I really can’t do anything the only thing that I can do is cry out to HIM, pray and depend on HIM.

Miracle happens, He lead me overcome the difficult path in my life in dramatic way. Start that day onwards my confident in HIM come back. And he tell me is the time to reach out my friend again.

Third Time meet up

I was use around one month/at lease 3 weeks time to prepare my heart to reach out to my friend. I was nerves so I ask my entire unit come to help me. Can imagine around 6 people excluding me to meet with my friend, the group was big. But she really enjoys the time that spend with us and we manage to share gospel with her. The place we meet up is Sunway Pyramid, the place that he share gospel nearby ice- staking. It was busy and noisy place. BUT it can’t stop God’s works and Holy Spirit touch!!!! When we are share Christ with her, I can’t feel that Holy Spirit was moving and feel Strong GOD was there to do HIS work. It was really amazing!!! My friend was been touch at that time she didn’t receive Christ immediately but we success plan seek in her heart. (It was happen last year December).

Recently Up date

Actually this year around March I will meet my friend because she was finish her studying and wait for training. But, suddenly she has something happen in her hometown then she need to go back. We didn’t meet up, however I continue follow up her through hand phone and face book. Last week 12 May 2010, I was in house and suddenly GOD ask me to call her. Then I call her and we spend a good time, I really surprising that GOD was open her eye and she suddenly grow mature a lot. Then next day I keep my promise call her again, and she tell me about the problem that she recently facing. I was told her about some of my testimony and challenging her that prays to Jesus. She was open and says that she will regularly pray to Jesus everyday. In addition, she mentions that I’m one of the impotent in her life that touch her a lot.

End

I really hope that my testimony can encourage everyone that continue trust in GOD and pray continuously. I pray for this girl 1 year plus, from March, April 2009 until now I still keep her in my prayer. Even will face a lot of problem but don’t give up, for our GOD is faithful GOD.

Actually I’m the one that receive as well when I obey to GOD, I was learning to forgive and love this friend. It makes me draw closes to GOD.


Romans 12:12
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer

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